Showing posts with label rizal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rizal. Show all posts

Monday, October 25, 2010

7th month: Trials and Temptations

Most of my posts about the monthly anniversaries have been sweet and nice unlike this one which is a bit sour.

During the week leading up to Jino's bday celebration, I been cajoling the bf to join us for the celebration but he declined it until at a point that he said that the point of having a bf is not to tayang kat org which I strongly disagreed cos I wanted to show him the people that I hang out with. For record,he also refuses to meet up with my gfs and besties.

On the eve of the meet up,I being adamant,kept asking him to follow me until he said sumting that make me really upset and angry enuff to leave his tokens of love; ring and keychain at his place. I really wanted to break off with him at that point.

After the meet up, I realized that I was being dumb and wanted him so badly (yeah,I'm easily dipujuk type). When I was getting ready to shower, I saw this comment on FB from a lecturer of mine, he sorta asked me to remember why I fell in love with Rizal in the 1st place,was it due to his promise to socialize with my frens or what.

So I went to his place with his favorite ice cream in tow and we had a long discussion.

Somehow,this matter made me realized one thing,sumtimes being deeply in love isn't enuff, u need to learn to tolerate each other at times.


Ps:Somehow, I suspect that his meeting with the yamcha gang had traumatized him....

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Baka Boyfren

Hi,its Rizal again...

I think u all know that my bf is so dumb at times,worrying about things that he should not be worrying...



To Baka Bf,just be urself,k.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

All the small things do really matter

Some of the bloggers in my blog roll (me included) have posted about their dream guy or potential bf's criteria but none paid any attention to the small things like:

1) distance
2) availability
3) hobbies
4) education background
5) maturity

Personally, after getting someone with the right body,personality and face, I do try to check my "All the small things list".

1) Maturity

Is he smart enuff to detect when I am unhappy or stressed out? Does he know how to cheer me up? Can he keep up with my thoughts?

2) Education level

A person's education often reflects his level of maturity therefore I prefer those with a degree.Its a bonus if he is in the same field as me or some other fields that means sumting.Having a degree in Roman Studies does not qualify.

3) Distance

How far is his place? Do I need to drive for 2 hours before I reach his place? Is his place convenient to go to or its at dunno which unknown corner of the country? I prefer to date ppl who are in the Klang Valley cos I'm in the Klang Valley. (no need a Phd to figure that out kan?)

4) Availability

How often can I meet him? Is he often busy? Does he goes abroad a lot? This factor links to distance. And of cos, how often can Lil Ichi gets his workout and does he need to go to a hotel for it? (I'm a poor man so don't expect me to fork rm 50 every time to get laid) Hint: having a house/room is definitely a bonus

5) Hobbies

As much as Lil Ichi loves to get a good workout, it will be nice if we have other things to do other than humping. Hobbies do reflect a person's maturity.

Conclusion, Rizal have high scores in the list therefore I'm his bf.

Ps: I have moved on,u shuld 2.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

6th month anniversary

To Rizal,


Time does flies fast.. close eye,open eye,close eye,we are already celebrated 6th month anniversary de. To say that we had no probs in maintaining a relationship is being untruthful to each other,to our frens,to my frens and to ur frens.

Both of us have different methods of doing things or to show our love to each other,eg: U won't sms or call when I have alredy told u what my plans are for the day as I said that I hate ppl disturbing me when I'm out. I didn't realized that u will take my words literally. I know u trust me much and I do hope that I don't break ur trust. On the other hand,I will disturb u whenever I can especially when ur with ur frens or when u didn't tell me where u are. Seriously,I trust u but I don't trust them especially u know who(Ur Ex). On occasions that I do this, u always ask me whether I'm missing u or not and if I say YES,u'll rush back to see me. U do this too often till some say that I'm queen-controlling u but u just shrugged off the critic and say that its ok and said that u are the one who does the controlling.

From day 1,ur smile mesmerized me and till now that is the part that I love the most. I swear that each time u smile,the sun hides behind a cloud. That's why I always like to make u happy ergo U'll smile and hence my heart will be a bit lighter. No matter how down I am,ur smile raises me up again.

Thank you for loving the good,the bad and the weird in me.

Love
Ichi

Monday, September 6, 2010

2nd Major Quarrel

When 2 strong personalities come 2gether,confirm there will be some friction between them and sumtimes the friction will give sparks which under proper conditions will cause fire.

It all started with a innocent cup of Sake which was to release some tension in my system which was disapproved by Rizal who merajuk the whole nite and the next day.FYI: I'm a drinker but mostly I stick to wines. Yes,I know what mth it is but a drink is a drink.

Then,the next nite,Rizal invites his Ex for Buka. I was ok with the whole thing until the Ex sat beside Rizal and me opposite Rizal. Elo, I'm the bf not u... My anger was peaked when the Ex started to feed Rizal his food and starts to touch him here and there. I HATE WHEN SOMEONE ELSE TOUCH MY BF,HE IS MINE NOT URS. To top it up, Ex starts to cut me out of their conversation. I left the place before I start to want to embed the Ex's head into the table top.

After an hour, Rizal msged asking what was the prob. So I told him and guess what, Rizal said O OVERREACTED. Overreacted, my foot. So I went to bed angry.

On Friday, I didn't reply to Rizal's msgs as I was busy cleaning,preparing for presentation and what nots.At nite, I got a sms from him saying that I was sulking for no reason and somehow after 50 sms, we both misinterpreted each other's intentions.

On Saturday, after Neuropham class and after getting a few tips from Mark,I went to his house and reconciled with a plushy and his fav.food which is Secret Recipe's Choco Cheese Cake and Baskin Robins' Vanilla ice cream.

The lessons that we both learned are never to argue while texting and not to contact dumb Exs who wants to break our relationship.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Arguing is no fun

Last nite, I had Japanese for buka and 2gether with the meal, I had some sake. The reason of taking the sake was weak according to the lover but I was having 2 hectic weeks.

In the 1st week, I was busy with FYP poster design.. The damm Publisher2010 doesn't want to cooperate,drag one box,the another box follow, watermark a section, another section also kena. Lucky, 2 frens helped out; 1 with the layout,the other with designing. My supervisor who was supposed to be on maternity leave came back for a while,adding in the confusion.

When the poster came back from the printers, a few words were missing and a few unexplained empty spaces appeared. STRESS giler. The funny part,the poster's background supposed to be blue but somehow it mutated to purple.

The whole week,I spent reading up my FYP,memorizing major parts only to fumble when the lecturer asked," what statistical test are u going to use to compute ur data?" My reply," T-test kot"... I mean why the KOT appeared.

Last nite, while at the sushi restaurant, the bf shown the disapproving look when I ordered sake when I told him that I'm gonna do it beforehand.

Oh yeah, I forget to add that a few idiots kept ruining my day for the whole 2 weeks (previous post). The subjects for this sem requires a lot of groupwork but some thinks that groupwork is to be done at their own leisure.. very selfish peeps...

Most of the time, I need to bash my fists on the wall to avoid bashing the heads of selected ppl on the wall... so i think its ok for me to indulge.

PS: the bottle that I brought home is just to annoy u....

Friday, August 27, 2010

6 - 1 = 5

This month is very special for the both us,not only cos in falls in the puasa mth but we both are busy with various uni related activities and the time we have for each other in only during the weekends.

At day 1,we were 2 completely different persons,we have less than 20% of stuff in common and yet,we are here celebrating our 5th month anniversary. Day by day,week by week,mth by mth, we keep learning new things about each and unconsciously trying to mold each other to fit with another,trying to find the perfect key and lock mechanism. Not a day goes by unappreciated by both of us, yes, we do have quarrels,disagreements,heartbreaking moments but somehow all of that vanishes with a simple sentence or a hug or a kiss.

Someone once said that love is sweet but we strongly disagree, love is sweet,sour, bitter and salty; it is sour during a quarrel, it is sweet when after the quarrel, it is bitter when the partner is busy and lastly, it is salty when our hearts are unknowingly being hurt by the partner.

Monday, August 23, 2010

The weekend

20 Aug

I met up with Rizal at around 11 pm. He came back to check up on his house. I helped him to clean the house and was hoping for some playtime but both were tired from housework. :(

21 Aug

Woke up to a cup of maggie mee at around 5 am and then cuddle to sleep with him. At around 7 pm,broke fast with a cup of water and Rizal. Its true that absence make the heart grow fonder, he was moaning like nobody's business and the secretion was plenty from both parties. After the hard work,both of us had a long session of bed talk,talking about what happened the past week and blahx3... when he suddenly noticed that I didn't wear his ring and he went into merajuk mode. I mean its just a ring rite? The amount of love that I have for him isn't stored in a ring but is stored in my heart. I mean if wearing a ring or love memento is enuff to show ur love,I'm pretty sure that most couples won't break up or looking for "dishes" outside.The nite ended in a stalemate but somehow during the nite, we ended up cuddling each other to sleep.

22 Aug

Woke up, found a few nice music videos of Mayday.Yes,I know that they are a very old band but their music is nice,I fell in love with their song "ING" during my sec years. At around 1 plus,I brought Rizal to 1u to watch Lee Hom,watch a movie and shop. While doing some window shopping,I spotted my aunt in the mall so quickly entered the cinema to watch "The sorcerer's apprentice". After watching it,I still prefer the book version. I know that most directors would take a different storyline to tell the tale but for me, I like the original version.

After the movie, went to see Lee Hom. OMG,he is even cuter in person.Yummylious... Seeing me screaming my lungs out made Rizal a bit paiseh so he went and book a place in (New York)2. When mingling in the crowd,I think I saw Pluboy but can't confirm the sighting... After inflicting maximum damage to my voice box, I went to meet up with Rizal for Buka. Then,went back to Shah Alam,to get my specs and for him to do some shopping for his uni clothes.

At around 5 am, we both said goodbye and went home.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Can u feel the love 2nite......

My muse is back,well for the 48 hrs at least... am going to spend the 48 hrs with him meaningfully and gonna catch Lee Hom at IU on Sunday....





Enjoy ur weekend

Friday, August 6, 2010

KIMI DAKE



(Translation)

Koike Teppei - Only You

I want to see you, I want to hold you, these feelings are overflowing
I just love only you, only you

The times that Ive sighed, Ive become unconscious of them
The past that has gone cant be changed

This impatient feeling, when will it be gone?
From that faraway sky, I make a wish

Living in this word and having met you
Those are miracles; no more no less, Im thinking of only you

I want to see you, I want to hold you, these feelings are overflowing
Its really just only you, whenever I closed my eyes, my heart squeezes
Your lips, Im melted in this sadness of missing them
I just love only you, its just that

The kisses from you are like wonderful spells
Making my profound heart burning

No matter how painful it is, no matter how miserable it is
I want to walk on the same road with you, till the very end

Forever, lets both of us grow our love freely
Whether its those smiles or those tears, lets fill up this chosen melody with them
This is not a lie, this is not a dream either, your lips drown me in happiness *
I just love only you, its just that

Living in this word and having met you
Those are miracles; no more no less, I am thinking of only you

I want to see you, I want to hold you, these feelings are overflowing
Its really just only you, whenever I closed my eyes, my heart squeezes
Your lips, I melted in this sadness of missing them

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

4th month:約定

While having lunch 2day....

Rizal: Missed u so much,nah ur anniversary present

I: Sori,been 2 bz these few weeks... Not enuff to pamper u

R: Its ok lah, u got proposal to do and work rite...I understand

I: Thanks for understanding... but I have finished my proposal de so shuld be free to "eat" at ur place.

R: I won't cook lah then... anyway,I got exams next week,won't be free...

I: Alah...

R: Ur turn to suffer......

I: Next week,ur exam,then its my exam... Looks like I won't be eating for a long time..

R: But I want my anniversary present b4 my exams

I: Lol... then I'll "cook" 2nite...

R: I want the full course,tau.......

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Making 24 hrs lasting 48 hrs

I am still very busy with work (80%) and play (20%). My schedule is uber packed with activities ranging from sending the siblings to school/class to chopping cabbage for the burger stall. I really do wish that there is 48 hrs in one day so that I could finish all my chores and have time to relax and rewind. The biggest victim of my busyness is Rizal.

The time that we have 2gether is so limited,sumtimes while dating,I squeezed in some time to do some work. He says that he's ok with the situation but I know that he's not ok. The good thing is I'm 90% done with my phase 1 of my FYP (research proposal ). I'm waiting for the lecturers' feedback on my work. I know that the hardest part of doing any FYP isn't doing it but trying to accommodate each lecturers' whims. My supervisor is so far ok with my work but I'm afraid that my co-supervisor isn't going to be that happy with my work,heck even I am not pleased with my work especially the literature review part.

Anyway, to show my appreciation for his understanding, I brought him out for dinner @a thai restaurant near my place and went to his place for the nite yesterday.

All the tiredness really paid off when I saw him smiling......



I love u, Honey.......

Saturday, July 10, 2010

2 in 1

1) Uniform

Rizal came over to my house since the family is away 2day. He was looking at my closet when he spotted my SCDF ( Singapore Civil Defense Force) uniform in closet. He wanted me to wear it and so I wore it for him,btw I have the complete set,the cap,the blue pants,the blue shirt,the click-on belt and the boots.

Damm paiseh the feeling was at that moment but since he loved it,I'm happy.

2)The journey ends

I hate the world cup,My fav. teams are not in the final,2nite is my last game to watch for this world cup season. If Germany loses,I'm going to buy an octopus and stew it. Hey,Paul the octo, can u be grateful to those who feed u anot?

On the plus side,Rizal is happy that he is no longer a world cup widow...

Ps: I got band 6 for Muet..Yeay me

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

What's my name

I only use my name that is stated on my birth cert for official matters,even lecturers know me by my nickname (not Ichi lah). The reason is simply that name is too long and sumtimes ppl mispronounce it. If u wondering what my real name is,go and ask those who are in my msn list,they would know. Further more,its one of kind,I had checked the National Registrar(JPN),only 3 ppl has the same name as me.

To date,the only 2 ppl who called me by my real name are Rizal and my best buddy,yeah,my family call me by my nickname too.He found out about my real name while looking at my student id card. At 1st,it irks me to the max cos I need to explain why I don't use my real name and how my nicknames come to existence to those who have been using my nicknames.

Somehow,now,I feel that its cool that Rizal calls me by that name,he made a unappreciated name,a name that exist only on documents special just by saying it aloud......

ps: pls bear with the lack of updates,am busy with life

Sunday, July 4, 2010

BF+ boring game= Sexs

During the Brazil vs Portugal match

R: Syg,do u want ice-cream?

I: sure

R: here,strawberry flavour...

I: Don't disturb lah,I want to watch......

Rizal massaging my crotch

I: Seriously?

R: Yes... just ringan2 je

I: erm,wait till the game finish

Rizal keeps massaging......

I: Fine but I want the heavies......

In retrospect,thank heavens that its a boring game.