Wednesday, February 20, 2013

The Journey to the West

 Just got the chance to watch this movie by Stephen Chow. The actor, Wen Zhang who was playing the lead is cute, uber cute.

 Not going to talk about the story much except that its nicely made and in tuned with Stephen Chow other works, the cinema was in laughter most of the time and the tragic part is 100% despair, u could really cry. A job well done.

  Anyway, the story touched my emotions for much.. Tang SanZang as portrayed in the movie is an unique demon killer. When every demon killer is boastful of his/her own skills, he tries to see the goodness in the demon and try to bring the goodness out. Yes, its full of Buddhism values which I love.

  He does it by singing nursery rhymes given by his master but unfortunately due to his lack of understanding love, he could not unleash his powers. In the end, he gets enlightenment and could unleashes the true of the 300 nursery rhymes which is actually Buddha Sutra and defeated the Monkey King by summoning Buddha.

 The reason why I like Buddhism much like other religions, it teaches of control; yes, u can unleash all the rage u want but limit the pain inflicted. To kill a person is easy but to make that the person understand is hard.
   The last few lines of the movie, " Love is love, there is no lesser or greater love, love is equal. To love a person is the same as to love God."

   To say "No" is easy, to say " No but we can do this" is hard. To be immersed in work is easy, to be captivated by Love is easy, To be drunk in Fame is easy but to limit each component is hard.

  Yes, I love work, I love being loved, I love my name to be in top journals but  I would like Life to be the main focus of my life. I do not want to lose a second, telling myself that I have to work to secure more time with my loved ones, I have to work cos more work means more money means that my loved ones could be supported. I do not want to have the worry that my Love could be taken away at any time nor I want to think that I do not deserve to be this happy/contented with my life, things can be awry at anytime.

 Everything is nothing, Nothing is Everything

ps: I do not presume that I know everything cos no one can know everything. I just know a lot.
pps: The views in this blog is of my own, if its wrong then teach me to be right about it.

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Gym part 2

  Its has been like 4 mths that I started gym at Celebrity Fitness, Sunway. Oddly, the gym has been kind to me, no admin probs and so, the trainers are wonderful; been taking a few private lessons on building various muscle groups. Its funny that they let me fondle their biceps and abs to keep me motivated and sometimes fondle mine 2. :P

  When a gay guy goes to gym, many would say that he is looking for cocks and not for working out. I go to gym for working out je, I swear seriously.. but gym showers are gym showers, I would not lie if there were one or 2 or 6 encounters of ppl wanting to give extra services while showering. But yeah, I go to gym for gym not 4 sex. (Ichi is not itchy)

 Anyways, I do like what I see; the changes on my body but would like to speed it up a bit, still flabby a bit and my legs are getting slender, not a nice thing.

 Hopefully, this habit becomes a routine.

Saturday, February 16, 2013


   Little do I realised that from waking up till sleep, I cursed a lot, the word "fuck" is my favourite word. Do u that "Fuck" can be used in many forms, it can be a subject, a pronoun among others.

   Looking at the posts in facebook especially in the mornings, u could see that ppl would post sumting like jam at federal, shitlah or ktm comes late, damm you. We would never see a person post, " its packed on the federal but if you are lucky, u could see the moon and the sun over the horizon, or "the KTM is late, but there are plenty of eye candy around."

 Yeah, I am not a positive person but why do we need to worry about things that are beyond our control. Idiots will stay idiots, the sun will rise on the east, the moon on the west.

  When was the last time you told the person that mans the booth that he is a wonderful fellow on doing his job? Never rite.

 We expect that ppl to be courteous but when do we start to be courteous to others?

 Being negative is nice but when u are too negative, things start to be negative. Being always positive is no good either, u start to burn out faster.

A quote from one of the dramas that I watched; Being a fairy is not a great thing cos when ppl stop believing that fairies exist, they die.

Thursday, February 14, 2013


 Yeah, its a bit late so sue me.

 2012 is remarkable year for me, it has taught me a lots of things that somehow let me get to know me better.


When working in research/science, u need to be skilled balancer; when ur too focus in work, u have the tendency to lose control and submit fully to work. Work is supposed to be fun but when ur rushing for deadlines, protocols gone wrong or some equipment malfunction, things can be kinda hectic. 

Sometimes, its exciting to talk about science 24/7 but sometimes it can be annoying to others. The worse part of working is when it starts to ur everything, the reason of why u get up in the morning, the reason of why u stay up late thru the nite. 

Life is more than getting good results, usable data, sound protocols. Scientists everywhere is complaining that  the way we work is wrong, team heads are supposed to guide us to be more life-oriented not lab-oriented. 

1 year in research, I have lost so many friends, some of which that I am trying to savage and some I failed to do so. Sorry to those ppl who I lose contacts with, to those who are still there, who are understanding enuff, I love u so dearly.

In spite of this, would I be shifting my focus to others fields that are less demanding, I doubt so. This is my dream, this where I want to be.  


A topic that I do not fail to talk about. Yes, I am still looking for it. In 2012, I have been dating with a few ppl that I think that are suitable for me to be my life partner but sometimes its funny how things worked out.

Sumtimes, we have accept that sumtings are not yet for us; it does not mean that we are weird, coward or not trying but Time plays an important role. So let it be,everything has a time and place, no need to push it or delay it.


With so many things on my plate, its not hard to want to just push the kill switch and be a lifeless person for a  long period of time. Gym has been great, playing games to release tension is nice but nowadays, I just love to  spend time doing things on my own. 

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy
Even when it's not right

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try