Tuesday, September 29, 2009


One of my Chinese frens asked me," why do Malays always shake their hands when u meet with each other?". He was actually referring to the Salam that Malays often do upon meeting or upon departing.

Well,Salam is a gesture of seeking forgiveness from the person u asked to salam with,who is often a elder or close frens. Normally, Salam is restricted to family members or ppl that u idolized.Usually,Malays would have a Salam ceremony on the 1st of Hari Raya whereby the young ones would seek forgiveness for their past mistakes or grudges and the elders would forgive them.This is typically of the Malay culture where small gestures or sayings carries greater weight that what it seems.Malays especially the older generation hide their displeasure or discontent in words or gestures that seem to be normal to the naked eye.

Well,why do Malays salam ppl on other days too? We salam ppl upon meeting them to seek forgiveness on mistakes that we did unknowingly behind their back and prior to the meet,its like starting anew with a clean slate. We salam again on departure to show that we bear no discord on the things that we might say during the meet and again starting things with a clean slate. Its a befitting act as in Arabic,it means "Peace".


Although I have a car,I always take the KTM when I want to go to Kl,mainly cos of parents restriction,limited car park and of course the Jam.

The Shah Alam KTM station.
U could spot me here during the weekends.

For me,its easy to take KTM to Kl Sentral,then take either Star,Putra or Kl Monorail to travel in Kl,plus it allows me to do some boy-watching sessions discreetly and sometimes I could spot weird ppl doing weird things.

For example,last Monday,while travelling to Kl on the KTM,there was this Indian guy who is in heat.You know that animals when in heat would do things to attract the opposite sex.This guy acts as he is a gorilla,he switch his phone MP3 on and has it on loudspeakers and starts to prance up and down the carriage plus he often tries to bench press with the supporting poles.(Very the meluat).

Or sometimes,u'll see lengcais digging their noses while thinking that he wouldn't be seen by others. Or ppl pretending to sleep while a pregnant or old woman looking for seats. Ppl tend to be selfish when its to their advantage.

Of there are times that I curse the rail system especially the long wait at KTM stations or during 5-7 pm when ppl are rushing home.

My favourite stations are:

1) using the KTM

a) Subang Jaya station especially when the Unis there are in session.

2) Using the Putra

a) Kl sentral station
b) Klcc station
c) Masjid Jamek station

These stations usually have a high number of ang mohs and working ppl,I love those smart offices guys.(Drooling)

3) Using the Monorail

I love all the stations before Bukit Bintang. There are plenlty of Lengcais, Arab men and school boys to look for and of course,the nerds are always alight at Imbi stations. (Yummy).

ps: the competition is still on.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Caesar Cipher

I came across this way of writing codes in one of Dan Brown's book. It was invented by Julius Caesar when he found out that his messages to his generals were intercepted by his enemies.Since no one deciphered the answer to the code in my post titled," Man without Wax",I'll explain it using that code.

The key to decipher the messages is based of the square of the number of the letters in the message.
For example:


The total number of the code is 16. Ergo,the square of 16 is 4.

Rearrange the code words into groups of 4 like shown below.


You could see the phrase,WE ARE WATCHING YOU when u read it vertically. The phrase refers to "NSA".

Again,I'm challenging you to break the code below and those who get the answer right will be treated to Godiva Chocolates.


hint: 1) Its double coded,one its the Caesar Cipher,the other one is ...........

This contest is open till the 3rd of Oct.

Ps: William is getting a bar of Chocolates for figuring out the method.Will,send me ur contact details pls.

Friday, September 25, 2009


This post is about Pet bros or adik angkat. When I started to be active in the gay world,I heard many stories about Pet bros,even some of my gay frens said that Pet bros are ppl that u want to have sex with when u broke up with ur Bf. Basically,according to them,Pet bros are Bfs in waiting. My personal reason of not having a Pet bro is this relationship is more sacred than being a fren to someone,meaning that I have to be more responsible to my bro,can't teach him bad tings,have to guide him,can't simply ditch him and if I'm the younger one,I have jaga his name and etc.

Becos of this 2 reasons,I had always rejected offers to be someone's pet bro,I always tell them that its better to be frens cos they are more durable and I let them borrow a copy of "Water margin" to emphasize how much being a bro means.

Call me old skool or plain weird but to me,relationships have value. I wouldn't simply say to that I want to be ur fren or I want u as my bro.

Since last year,I found 2 bros who are Little prince and Baby.A short intro to them:

1) Lil prince

As most of u know he has a short fuse,a reaaalllly short fuse.Wait a min,he doesn't have any fuse at all,he's a "mine",a slight provocation and he'll explode. He's the sort of ppl that will act 1st,think later. He loves the Internet,dota and porn. Even though,he has a short fuse,he's a funny guy. His favourite drink is Starbucks Vanilla drink(?). He wants to be mysterious,the sort ppl wouldn't tell others what he's up to.

2) Baby

He loves to cook and has amazing hands, his massages are damm goood. He has a ps3,hates maths,always quotes the wrong proverb. He likes to spend time outside than surfing the net.
His favourite drink is 3 Layer Tea. He has only 6 moles (tahi lalat) on his body.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Man without Wax

Have you ever wonder why we often write "yours sincerely" before signing off in a letter? Well,SINCERE comes from a latin phrase which is "Sine Cera" which translates into Man without Wax.

Wtf,rite? Well,the Romans especially sculptors used a mixture of wax and stone dust to cover the flaws in their creations so that it would look perfect but worthless. Ergo,a sculpture without wax means honesty in perfection.

So when we sign off with "Yours sincerely",it means that the words we wrote are without lies.

ps: I have a code for my readers to decipher. Hint: Julius of Rome had invented this form of coding. The prize is Godiva chocolates. Have fun.


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

5 types of customers

I have been working in customer service for the past 10 years (I'm not situated in lorong haji taib,k) and I have generally grouped them into 5 categories which are:

1) The Miser

Ppl who belong to this grup are the hardest to please.They love only one thing which is discounts. They will dissect the bill and ask u why they are paying that much for a product that is cheaper somewhere else.

2) The Looker

Ppl who belong to this grup are just bored or killing time. They would come to ur shop and ask what are the functions of the product and will debate the pros and cons of the product with u but in the end,they would not buy the product.

3) The Hard to please

This type of ppl are nightmares for those who work in boutiques or clothing stores. They would ask u to find sizes for every garment they are interested in but they would only buy 1 or 2 garments out of the 200 garments and after 33 fittings.

4) The Ponderer

This type of ppl place one order at a time.The reason of doing this,they say that u might get the order wrong cos ur intellect level is the same as a goldfish. I hate this type of customers the most.

5) The Wise

This type of customers are the best type,they know what they want,what to expect and easy with the cash.They would not burden u with impossible stuff like Miranda. To those in retail sector,they are the best customers to serve.

3 Days

Ok,I'm back from all the fucking and all that.Wait.........Let me get rid of the twins 1st.As if....

I spent the last 3 days either in the house,reading Dan Brown or out with peeps,no assholes were ripped in the process. Reality is such a bitch.


My family went off at noon. While waiting for the best fren to take me out for a wild time,I chatted in #Sayangabang and watched porn to pass the time but alas,he delayed the meet till midnite.

During the waiting period,I found a Bi indian who was interested in coming over to my place. Normally,I'll ignore chatters who are Indian.(I'm not a racist,k. Its just that I want varieties).But desperate times called for desperate measures,I invited him over but 2 things made me turned off which are he's too tall for me and his monster cock. The stick is too much for me to handle so we just skipped the fucking part.

On the way to Kl,he got info that the clubs were full of chinese which wasn't his thing so we headed to a fren's house for some inspiration. On arriving, they took some Ice while leaving me sober. Then disaster stroke, the fren had some Bf problems so I killed time watching "Hungover".The movie was sooooooooooo lame.


I went with Little prince,we went to Times square which is our usual spot to hang in KL. We had lunch at nice japanese restoran which serves don,bento and such.

We watched "where got ghost" which is a singaporean movie. The movie was so funny but scary at times. Lil prince covered his eyes a few times during the movie.

After the movie,we went to Borders to buy books. I was trying to get him interested in reading but he wasn't that keen. I bought Digital fortress and The lost symbol.I spotted a few books that might interest some of the bloggers,maybe am going to get the books as a bday present or what.

During the trip back,I spot a mly leng cai who was looking at me every now and then. I didn't pursue him cos I reading Digital Fortress. Chance wasted,rite?


I and the bestie watched Final Destination 3D.It was way cooler than the 2D version. I had delevoped a crush on the hero.His body is beautiful.

A funny thing happened in the cinema. I was queing up for the tickets and agruing over the movie selection,I wanted to watch The ugly truth while he wanted to watch G-force when I spotted a trio of cute guys so I told the bestie that I don't care what movie we're watching as long as the trio are in the same hall and sitting beside me.

Our seats were Q8 and 9 at hall 7. Midway through the movie,I had to go out of the hall to answer a call when I spotted the trio sitting the same row,their seats were Q12-15. Talk about wishful thinking.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Seekin forgiveness

To all my frens and readers,
I would like to seek ur forgiveness
if I had offended u guys in any way
let the act be in front of ur face or behind ur back


Ps: Pls drive safely
Pps: save some of the raya goodies for me
Ppps: I won't say no to some angpows

Friday, September 18, 2009

Meeting with Baby's parents

Yesterday,I met up with Baby's parents,its actually his idea cos he doesn't want to lie to his parents often and partly cos the mum found a stranger's undies in the laundry.

I was a bit worry to meet Baby's parents cos his dad is kinda strict on bringing frens back and I heard that the pair of undies caused argument between him and his parents so I was afraid of the questions the dad might ask.

I went to his house at around 2 pm.When I arrived,the mum opened the door and happily brought me into their house. Funny thing was in my brain,I pictured a sacrificial sheep which is being treated nicely before the knife cuts its throat. In the living room,I spotted his dad who is sporting a grand moustache.The sight of the moustache really made me rethink of d meeting.

Luckily,I and Baby had discussed of how to introduce me to the parents. He told his parents that we met through Facebook and I had tutored him English and Science plus took care of him when he was ill beforehand.His mum was okay with the explanation but his dad was bit suspicious cos I was twice Baby's age and he's afraid that I might take Baby to the other side.

At the end of the meet,I was marked okay in their books and they told me that I could come around anytime and they requested me to keep tutoring Baby as his marks improved greatly.

Last nite,I slept with Baby at his place,his words before drifting to Zland were,"Abg,kalo Baby tahu yg Ibubapa Baby ok dgn abg,dah lame Baby ajak abg jumpe mereka."

Thursday, September 17, 2009


In all of my studies in Religion,I found that there is only 1 dead god who is Pan whose origins came from Acadia.For those who aren't familiar with Greek mythology,Pan is of shepherds,flock,mountains,hunting and rustic music.

Its said the death of Pan symbolizes the change of seasons and thus he is connected as a fertility god. Other sources stated that Pan is an old God,older than Zeus,ergo his death symbolizes the demise of an old order.

In the legends,it stated that Pan has an unusual sex drive,it seems that most of the goddess had been to his bed at some point,his greatest conquest as Selene,the Moon Goddess. He also taught the shepherds how to masturbate.

He is also a great musician as he is often pictured with a reed pipe and he also had challenged Apollo to a musical contest which he lost.

During the medieval period,The Church labeled Pan as Satan or Baphomet cos of his horns and he has a lower body of a goat which is a typical description of Satan during those days.It is said that during Black Mass,Satan manifested in shape almost identical to Pan.

Nowadays,there are a revival of the worship of Pan among the Wicca practitioners as he symbolizes magic and nature.

Ps:I kinda frustrated at the lack of comments in my blog although I know that many are following this blog. Pls gimme feedback,negative or positive,I don't care cos with ur feedback,I learn to better myself.Pls tell me what is lacking or what needs to added into the blog.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'm back

With Facebook and Blogs,no one can hide their little secrets anymore. With a little poking here and there,all will be revealed. Is it true that W is faker? Who is M and C dating? Will E get a bf or J is simply hiding the truth from others? So many questions to be answered in so little time.


Wonder why I'm writing in this format? Its becos Gossip Girl is back and I just watched the 1st episode of 3rd season. Yeay me

A short Intro for GG:

N is sleeping with the enemy while Lonely boy is finding his identity in the upper east side. B is playing games with C while S is busy with the paparazzi and living in secret. Lil J and E is playing along with S. A new player is in town. Wonder what new games they are playing especially with the start of freshman year..........

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Alone on Raya

This year is going to be lest memorable Raya ever. The whole family exec pt me would be going to Singapore for Raya due to some cock-up in the immigration office over my passport. As some of u know that I was formerly a Sporean who changed his citizenship to Malaysian so that it would be easier to apply for jobs,uni and etc.

Why got this cock-up? The immigration office said that during the application of my citizenship,I skipped a step. According to the guidelines,I was supposed to go the Immigration Office to fill up some documents before going to JPN but since I'm applying for Citizenship instead of PR,the legal counsel that I had said that its okay to go straight to JPN. To me,their explanation is worthless.In my defence,I ask them since I got the Malaysian IC and Birth Cert., why can't they change the whole procedure to accommodate the present status. Their reply is simple,they can't do that,procedure is procedure. Then I realised that the prob in Malayisa is not red tape but the lack of cooperation between Ministries.For instance,JPN is in charge of Citizenship issues while Immigration is in charge of Immigrates,Customs and Border issues. The ideal solution is to let JPN to deal with Immigrates and Citizenship and Immigration to deal Customs and Borders.This would make life simpler for everyone.

The 2nd reason is due to the family business which must be open on the 3rd day of Raya.So I have to be the one to handle the business since the parents are going to be back only on the 5th day of Raya.

So all in all,I'll stuck in Shah Alam for 5 days. I do hope that Lil prince and Al are in town so that I could do a mini Raya celebration of my own. I wonder who else is in town?

Monday, September 14, 2009

Zodiac psychology

I got this idea from a fren.He says that Zodiac can be used as an psychological tool than to predict the future. I agree with his conclusion cos I often used this method when I interact with new ppl or when solving probs among frens.For far,it really helps in deciphering one's actions and predicting the outcome of a relationship. I believe that a person's personality can be read to an extend from his/her zodiac sign.

A short intro on Zodiac:

There are 12 zodiacs in total which is divided into 4 elements which air,water,fire and earth.

Earth signs are Taurus,Virgo and Capricorn. Earth signs are the hardest to change or adapt into new surroundings. Earth personalities tend to be calm, practical, hard working, wise, stable, patient and sensual. However, they can also be stubborn, possessive, jealous, nearsighted and very harsh.

Water signs are Cancer,Scorpio and Pisces. Water personalities tend to be emotional, deep, nurturing, sympathetic, empathetic, imaginative and intuitive; however, they can also be sentimental, over-sensitive, escapist and irrational.

Fire signs are Leo,Aries and Sagittarius. Fire personalities are believed to have good leading qualities, and also tend to be extroverted, rebellious, passionate and enthusiastic; however, they can also be moody, hot-tempered, snappy, uncontrollable and angry.

Air signs are Aquarius,Gemini and Libra. Air signs are easiest to change or adapt. Air personalities tend to be kind, intellectual, communicative, social, and helpful. However, they can also be cold, superficial, impractical and very insensitive to other people's emotions.

Zodiacs are classified further into 3 categories which are Fixed,Movable and Dual.This subgroup shows how easy for the zodiac to accept changes in their life.The easiest explanation is to take water as an example,

In Fixed,water exists as ice.In Movable,water exists as liquid and In Dual,it exists as steam.

The list below shows the personality of the 12 zodiacs:

1) Taurus (Fixed Earth)

Patient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving

Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self-indulgent and greedy

2) Aries ( Moveable Fire)

Adventurous and energetic
Pioneering and courageous
Enthusiastic and confident
Dynamic and quick-witted

Selfish and quick-tempered
Impulsive and impatient
Foolhardy and daredevil

3) Gemini (Dual Air)

Adaptable and versatile
Communicative and witty
Intellectual and eloquent
Youthful and lively

Nervous and tense
Superficial and inconsistent
Cunning and inquisitive

4) Cancer (Movable water)

Emotional and loving
Intuitive and imaginative
Shrewd and cautious
Protective and sympathetic

Changeable and moody
Overemotional and touchy
Clinging and unable to let go

5)Leo (Fixed Fire)

Generous and warmhearted
Creative and enthusiastic
Broad-minded and expansive
Faithful and loving

Pompous and patronizing
Bossy and interfering
Dogmatic and intolerant

6) Virgo ( Dual Earth)

Modest and shy
Meticulous and reliable
Practical and diligent
Intelligent and analytical

Fussy and a worrier
Overcritical and harsh
Perfectionist and conservative

7) Libra (Moveable Air)

Diplomatic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable

Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily influenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

8) Scorpion (Fixed Water)

Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

9) Sagittarius (Dual Air)

Optimistic and freedom-loving
Jovial and good-humored
Honest and straightforward
Intellectual and philosophical

Blindly optimistic and careless
Irresponsible and superficial
Tactless and restless

10) Capricorn (Movable Fire)

Practical and prudent
Ambitious and disciplined
Patient and careful
Humorous and reserved

Pessimistic and fatalistic
Miserly and grudging

11) Aquarius (Fixed Air)

Friendly and humanitarian
Honest and loyal
Original and inventive
Independent and intellectual

Intractable and contrary
Perverse and unpredictable
Unemotional and detached

12) Pisces (Dual water)

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

ps:ignore the state of the text,I copied them form this website.

200 posts posted

I would to say a big THANK YOU to all who followed this blog,to my readers who diligently read my posts especially when I write during periods when my sanity is being questioned.

A special thanks to:

Little prince
Fairy Godmother Twinkle

For commenting on my blog daily.I LOVE YOU,MY BLOG SISTAHS

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Cleaning day

I'm taking a short break from cleaning to write this post.Unlike Lil Prince,I love to clean,mostly becos if there's too much dust around,my nose would get uncomfortable and I start sneezing. So cleaning is a must for me.

When u do spring cleaning,u tend to find unused junk in the storage areas.So far,I found:

1) Books

I was at a 2nd hand bookstore and bought a lot of books on medical and history but unfortunately most of them are outdated and boring. The medical books are going to the recycling center.I'm still sorting the books on history cos most of them are on Roman and Egyptian history plus a few on the British royalty. I'm proud to say that I have the complete genealogy of the British monarch. I think I might give away books on Egyptian history cos most of them focus only on the Ptolemaic dynasty. So anyone that has books on the earlier dynasty,would u trade with me?

2) Porn

I found a old stash of porn.Mostly are showing muscle men or uniforms. I'm throwing them out 2.

3) Diaries

At the start of the year,I got a lot of diaries form various source like my insurance company,banks and frens.I was supposed to give them away to my frens but I was too lazy and thought that I might want to organise my life better with the help of the diaries.

4) Comics

I thought of stopping buying comics especially Utopia or Gempak cos its contents are starting to be almost the same every month but they are real life-savers when I have to wait for ppl to show up.( I hate to wait for ppl). The comics are going to the recycling center soon.

5) Dramas

I decided that I won't burn anymore serials cos I only watch them once so its kinda wasteful usage of Cds.

Ok,that's it for now,cos my mum is complaining at the mess at I made in my room during the sorting out.Bye now

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Break fast @ campus (pics)

The girlfrens

Me and the playmates

The best mates

I'm supposed to wear it too:(

Eating time

Break fast @campus

Last nite,my faculty mates organised a buka puasa session at the main campus. It was a simple programme prepared by the BBM students which was open to muslims,non-muslims and at the last hour to the public. We also had invited orphans from Klang(?) to join us for break fast.

My frens and I shared a table together so naturally we are the coolest table there. We had nasi bryani with Ayam merah,Daging rendang,Dhalca and etc. The food was okay,I gave it a "B" altough the sirap became more dilute after each session,the Teh tarik was delicious though.

The theme for the nite was tradisional attire but I was being lazy,I wore just the baju melayu and paired with jeans instead my red Kebaya.(I was thinking that after the programme,we'll do sumting fun). When I reached the venue,I was flabbergasted,the guys were wearing the complete set of Baju melayu,samping included. I was so undressed but I fuck cared and enjoyed the nite.

After the programme,I went with Al and Sham and had shisah at Section 7 and wash our eyes at the cafe. The shisah was nice altough we had to wait a long time for the mint flavor. Out of pity,the guy gave us free shisah which was watermelon flavour mixed with some unknowns.

I went back at 12 while the boys went BB to watch our fren,Hazel perform there.

Ps:will upload the pics later.
PPs: Ichi is in the raya mood de. 8 more days

Thursday, September 10, 2009


There is a saying in Malay which goes,"kalau kejar duit,dapat perempuan tapi kalau kejar perempuan,hilang duit. In simple translation,it says that its wiser to chase after money than women cos with money,u can get any women u want but if u start chasing woman,u'll lose money in process.

The reason behind my post is recently,I had a buka puasa session with my highschool fren who had said that another highschool fren(B) is doing great now,have a good car,a good job and a beautiful girl. B and I used to speculate that when we are successful with loads of money,girls or guys would come flocking to us regardless of how we look.

Since graduation,I had not thought about this saying cos I believe that love is not based on material needs. (Sue for me watching too much love stories). But in retrospect, I think that the saying has some truth in it,guys would notice more if u got da bling and the world doesn't care about u if ur poor.

So little value pure love has these days.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


After reading Lil prince's blog,I realized that I'm too emo these days. I really need a break from all the studying and home. I shuld go on a holiday soon or risk an emotional breakdown.

Maybe I just need to buy more Cadbury Chocolates for kick start the endorphin levels sky high.

Some one pls be a dear and get me either the items on top or d hunk below. Love u much

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

3rd person

Being single when a bunch of ur frens are in love is hard thing to do especially they are ur good frens or their bfs are the unreasonable sort.I seldom have this prob with my frens cos I'm a reasonable fellow(LOL),I know when to no when frens invite me to go out with their bfs. But sumtimes,I do miss the fren.

I don't mind being labeled as the 3rd person or "kacau daun" cos my conscious is clear,I just want to spend time with the couple but sumtimes the perspective of others can be quite negative as according to them its not a good thing to go out with a couple cos we might disturb their plans for the nite or in crude words,"Are you trying to steal the bf away?"

But how to solve the prob if the fren is ok with u being there but the bf insists that time with the bf and time with the fren is 2 separate things and never could be mixed.Even more disturbing when the bf goes all out to show u his displeasure of u being there.Whose opinion carries more weight? The fren or the bf?

Based on my experiences,the best way is to make the bf understand that he's the newcomer in my life. If the bf plays the dumb card,I would spend time with them separately and let the bf complain of me being unfair. The last step would be to say bye2 to the bf.

Ps; pls share ur views of how to avoid being the 3rd person without hurting any one's feelings in the process.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Tech+ Dad=A frustrated son

My dad is 51 yrs old,he knows nothing about Hps,Ipods or the Internet( gasps).This lack of knowledge causing him to be a bit suspicious of my late nite adventures into Cyberworld. He always wants to know what I do online,which sites I go 2 and etc. He becomes even more frustrated when I close a window when he comes to have a peek at my activities. (Btw,the com is not in my room).

Being a tech-illiterate didn't deter him to buy useful gadgets like Hps or GPS. I really don't know why he got a good hp but just know how to use the call function,same goes to the GPS,he knows how to use it by render the function of GPS useless by asking his frens or the backseat driver directions when on the go.

This morning,he asked me whether the GPS's software could be upgrade,to be on par with the latest model. I told him that the hardware limits the software. His rebuttal was whether I could call the dealer or go to the website for the updates. Wanting to be a good son,I went to the site and told that they have updates for maps only.His reply was rather unkind and said that I wasn't looking hard enuff and accuses me of not being tech-savvy enuff which is an insult to me.

I mean how to explain to him that everything has an omega point without being rude.Sigh.

I finally found the lyrics to Tong Hua(my favourite love song ever)

I’ve forgotten how long it has been
Since the last time I heard you
Tell me your favorite story
I have thought for a long time
I start to panic
Wondering if I have done something wrong again
You told me as you cried
That everything in fairy tales are all lies
But perhaps you don’t understand either
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.
Ever since you told me you loved me
All the stars in my sky have brightened.
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale
The angel that you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale
Where blessings and happiness is the ending
You told me as you cried
That everything in fairy tales are all lies
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.
But perhaps you don’t understand either
Ever since you told me you loved me
All the stars in my sky have brightened.
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale
The angel that you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale
Where blessings and happiness is the ending
I will to become the one in the fairy tale
The angel that you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale
Where blessings and happiness is the ending
I will to become the one in the fairy tale
The angel that you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale
Where blessings and happiness is the ending
Together we can write our own ending

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Lady in white

I had promised that I'll write a scary encounter that I had here. So here goes.

I think that I can detect ghost and sumtimes may be able to see them but most of time,I think I'm at the wrong place at the wrong time.

2 years ago,when I with my 1st ex,we went to Pasir Ris (Spore) to rent a chalet there,taking advantage of the discount given to Govt. servants. The chalet that we got was near the beach,practically a stone throw away.

On the 2nd nite,we decided to sleep at the veranda which was facing the sea. We were playing around when we heard a woman crying loud. Being adventurous, we went to explore and we saw a lady who was crying,sitting at the entrance of the opposite chalet. We went near her,thinking that we might be able to console her.

As we were walking towards her,she stopped crying and was looking at us with her bloodshot eyes and the next moment,she disappeared. I froze in my steps but the Ex was trying to figure out what happened. He went into the chalet and had a look around while I was outside looking at the full moon when I saw her sitting at the roof of the said chalet,giving a cruel smile and she laughed at my astonishment. The laugh was cruel and loud. I shouted to the Ex to get back to the chalet.That nite,neither of us slept,we kept hearing her laugh and heard knocks on our windows.

The next morning,we quickly book out and went back home. I was preparing my things to book in that nite.(I was a recruit). During the nite,I keep dreaming of the woman's face and her laugh kept ringing in my ears. In that entire week,I had a feeling that some one is with me,even though I was totally alone and couldn't sleep at all.My bunk mates asked me whether I had changed my perfume cos they could smell a strong odor of jasmine.

When I booked out,I told the Ex everything and he asked me to see a medium at a temple in Jurong East. So I agreed to his suggestion.During the meet,the medium asked whether we had seen someting "dirty" during the last weekend and told me that I had good aura which ghosts love to follow and the Lady followed me back from the chalet. He also asked whether I want to open my 3rd eye so I could be extra careful in the future. I declined his offer and asked him to remove the unwanted guest.He laughed and asked that I have to see a bomoh or an Imam for that.So I went to see a religious scholar and asked him a cure.

Since the incident,I follow my instincts and tried to avoid "dirty" places.


I hate it when someone call me in the early morning just to complain about his bf's antics. Dahlah aku layan ko punya kerenah and u have the audacity to insult my opinions on ur bf. I know that ppl are saying that ur the perfect couple etc etc. But enuff is enuff. Kalo kat bulan puasa,die keluar dgn jantan lain dan dier kata yg die dan jantan tu kawan,ko yg memanjangkan citer,apahal!

I said that ur bf might be saying the truth and ur just exaggerating the issue. I know u want publicity rite? Another fren just msged me saying u call him after me so I'm going u a big favour,I'm telling the world that u and ur bf just had a big fight and he is probably meeting other guys behind ur back.Ko better check yg die puasa ke tak.

U insulting sumone that is giving u sound advice is waaaaaaaaay over the top. Dah ko kejut aku pagi2,pastu u insult apa yg aku kata. Maybe its my fault too for being honest,next time I follow the majority's mindset. So just go with what their advice which is u shuld dump ur bf or atleast make him pay for his mistake by asking him for a expensive apology gift.

Come on lah,ur a smart person or at least that was what I thought. Ko pikir prob ko harus aku selesaikan on the spot pasal ur my fren. Ko kena fikir yg ada orang suka bangun lewat,kena hidupkan enjin badan baru nak dengar kerenah ko.And kalo.bf tu kata,he's a fren,just leave the matter alone.U didn't see him snogging with the other party kan? Why do ppl like to waste their brain cells with this stupid crap.

Puas tak hati ko? I had told the world that ur bf is useless piece of shit who is looking for sumone else to have fun with. The both of u,pls take a ticket to HELL and stay there.

ps: To my other frens,I'm sorry that I had to spoil ur mornings with my fire post.I'll post sumting nice later.

PPs: To the person who I'm blogging about,I had deleted u from my phonebook so jgn harap aku nak jawap call ko lagi.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Ghostly encounters

Since its the hungry ghost festival,I would like to share a few of ghost stories of my own.Yes,I have seen the visitors of the other world many times.My aunt said that I have 6Th sense or is it 7Th sense since I have gaydar.

The 1st story

It was in form 2,I think when the members of my uniform unit,KRS were doing a camping in Bukit Cerakah. On the 2nd day of camping,I went to the nearby surau to do my evening prayers. As some of u may know,to go to the surau from the camping site,u'll encounter a roundabout which has 3 exits.The funny thing that happened was I couldn't get to the surau,I kept returning to the original site.I tried a few times again to go to the surau cos we're having OBH after Isyak prayers and the last guy to be at surau will get a penalty.

After 4 trys,I gave up and said a few prayers silently and said aloud," I'm doing my own stuff and I'm not disturbing u so please leave me alone". Then I tried going to the surau again and I suceeded. When I reached the surau,my seniors asked me why I didn't reply his calls and kept going to and fro.

2ND story

I went to Cherating for holiday with the whole family. We stayed at Cherating Impiana which was close to the beach.I and my cousin went to the beach for a swim till twilight. After the swim,my cousin went to buy some drinks so I waited near the shore.

When my cousin was heading back to give me my drink,I saw a dark tall figure heading straight to him.Afraid that they might collide to each other,I shouted to my cousin to look out but he ignored my warnings and I saw him passing thru the figure like water. After he gave me my drink,he asked why were u shouting and asking me to look out cos he didn't see anything. I froze
and said nothing. I told my Mak Long about the incident,she said that it was probably a Hantu Raya.

3rd story

This happened in Spore during my Ns days. My camp was located in JLn Bahar which was near to the Muslim cemetery. The rules of the camp were simple,Liqour and pork wasn't allowed in the premises.

During my BMT,we were required to join the Spore Big Walk so we booked out on Fri and booked in on Saturday nite at around 12 am. My platoon mates managed to sneak in a bottle or 2 of Vodka and a pack of cards. They were in the partying mood but I decided to sleep early. At around 2 am,I felt sumting was sitting on my chest,it was heavy and blocking my airway. I woke up and saw an angry old man shouting right in my face in Chinese.I pushed the old man away and went to my fren's bunk cos majority of the platoon was there watching the antics of my platoon mate who was possessed by a spirit.Lucky for us,one of the guys were "clean" so he said a few prayers and ended the possession.

4Th story

This happened around last Christmas. I booked an hotel with sumone and halfway doing you know what,I saw a pair of red eyes at window which caused me to lose the mood of doing it. The eyes were bloody red and it seems to pierce my soul.The window where I saw the eyes was facing a back alley and its without a ledge so logically no human could stand there.I also couldn't see the face or what,its just the eyes,those creepy eyes. Lucky,I was able to maintain my composure and asked him to take over but I decided to end it cos the eyes were really disturbing.

Last story

During the last 6 months of my Ns,my camp shifted to new premise which was exactly in front of the Muslim cemetery and the nearest grave to the back gate belongs to Zubir Said,the creator of the Spore National Anthem.Its said that around 12 am,U could hear someone play the anthem using a violin near his grave.

There are a lot of ghost stories that I know of,a few actually happened to me and few to my frens.Maybe someday,I'll post a real horror story that happened to me which involves a lady in white.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Being civil

I found a book,"Choosing Civility" when I was watching Oprah the other day.Its about being civil to each other and respecting each other's needs. It also states that being rude exposes the body to diseases cos according to the author,being rude actually lowers the body's immune barrier and takes a toll on the body's energy. But I'm going to ignore the scientific aspect of being rude cos the author is a non-member of the life sciences community so I have to take his words with a huge grain of salt.

According to the book,there are 2 types of rudeness which are being intentionally rude and being unintentionally rude. Many of us are unintentionally rude to each other.The book also gave a list of questions for us to figure whether we're rude or not.(examples of some of the questions are listed below)

How rude am I?

1) Do you go to the express check out counter when u have more than 15 items?

No,I don't and 2 units of the same item doesn't count as one.

2) Do u steal other people's parking lot?

Yes,sometimes especially when the person isn't looking hard enuff.

3) Do u talk on the phone while doing other stuff?

Yes,especially if the call isn't important.

4) Do u answer a unimportant call when ur talking someone face 2 face?


5) Do you delay ur reply for calls or sms without giving an excuse to the caller?


6) Do you steal other ppl's food?

Yes,if its chocolate but I always put it back.

7) Do u let ur pet shit on people's lawn and ignore it?

I have no pet that needs to walking.

8) Do you stereotype ppl?

Often but I'm overcoming it.

9) Do you push the blame to others?


10) Do you gossip?


Base on my answers to the questions above,I'm rude 60% of the time.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Mummy,what is sex?

This morning,I accompanied my dad to SJMC 4 his monthly check-up when I heard a 10 year old girl asking her mum," Mummy,what is sex?" I was kinda surprised at the question that she asked and was wondering whether the mum would tell her off or answer her question indirectly.

I was waiting for her answer when I realised that many of the people at the waiting area were looking at the girl. I bet they were wondering if the mum is going to talk about the bees and flowers.I never got the talk about the bees and flowers from my dad so I think that's why I'm confused.Back to to the story,k.

The mum asked the girl," What are u referring to when u ask me that?" The girl replied," well,mum,this form is asking what sex? So I wonder if I'm a F or M? The mum replied,"well,ur girl so ur F.F stands for Female."

I think the lesson here is to communicate clearly with each other.What if the mum didn't asked the girl and started to go on about the morbid description of pure sexual pleasure or told her off.I'm sure that the girl would be traumatised in either way. Kudos to the mum for being smart.

I wonder would I be that smart when my child ask me the same thing..........

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Last nite........

Remember Baby,the boy who I had a crush on temporarily. Well, yesterday evening,he called and asked me to go to his house for Buka and also asked me to hang around at his house cos his parents weren't in town.I answered yes to both requests.

At 6 pm,I went to his place to help around the kitchen but it seemed that he doesn't need my help at all.( I kinda miss his nasi goreng and desserts). While waiting for Buka,we just talked about our latest updates.(Again,its one-sided cos he always reads this blog).

After Buka,he asked me to follow him to his room and we started to play his PS3. Halfway tru,he wanted to go online so I played God of War 2.(The game was damm good,I orgasm a few times playing that game.)

Then,we watch a few movies together while cuddling with each other(yes,I love to cuddle) and we fell asleep in each others' arms.

Ok,I know the events took placed was boring but to me,its kinda sweet in many ways. Finally,I got an ex who wants to be frens in the end.