Sunday, January 30, 2011


Let's play it safe,let's take no chances,Let's have no hopes. Then at least, my heart won't break.

ps: just a random thought on this cold and wet day. I hate rain

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Kage bunshin no jutsu

2 conflicting events happened 2day,one required me to be spectator and the other required me to be a doer. The former is organized by my Uni (my lecturers and my Kohai) while the other is for money.(am still working due to a lot of things to pay off)

Of cos,I picked to attended the latter due to various reasons but mainly cause by money. I'm sure by now a few would say that I'm being selfish for not supporting my kohais but as I said in earlier posts,I'm not an avid fan of my uni. (mmg anak murid derhaka )

The only thing that I regret not joining the Uni event is that I missed seeing one of my lecturers sing(ramai yg memuji).

Life would be so much better if we could split ourselves into a few copies;one for work,one for play,one for social,one for leisure.

The only thing I could say to redeem myself is at least,I'm being honest with myself and those who are around me.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Food matters

My idea of a great time is good food+ good company. Yeah,I love FOOD and but I also love me FRENS.

To me,food shuld be delicious and simple,sumtimes fish & chips could be mouth-watering. Its sinful when u mix other food together,well except Mcd Sundae and fries. (try dip ur fries into the ice-cream when u go for McD). Ok2,back to the topic,food shuld be NOT MIXED. For example,Nasi Tomato and Nasi Lemak's sambal are not compatible with each other,why spoil Nasi Tomato's flavor when the sambal? Dumb

Next,red wine shuld accompany red meat and white with white meat. Btw,beef is red meat.

There are ppl out there who DO NOT know how to eat food therefore the food becomes tasteless and they blame others for wasting their money.

Great company makes dining exciting,no matter where u dine. It maybe a food stand behind the alley or a posh restaurant without company,the food becomes bland and u don't associate that place as a nice place to eat. For example,I went to an Arabic restaurant lately,they have a variety of drinks ranging from yogurt to Turkish coffee but for food,they have kebab,rice and chicken which is cooked using earthen pots.The food was mediocre due to us who have zero knowledge about the cuisine. Somehow,it turned into a food challenge where we dared each other to taste the drinks and the food. Don't worry,nothing was wasted.

Lessons learned on that night:

1) Yogurt do not go well with tea
2) Turkish coffee is damm strong
3) Their rice is yummy
4) Looks can misleading

Wednesday, January 19, 2011


Accountability is important when u work. When there is accountability,u can C.Y.A superbly.

What is accountability? According to the dictionary,it means "The state of being accountable; liability to be called on to render an account; the obligation to bear the consequences for failure to perform as expected; accountableness" In simple words,there is going to be person to blame,if the project fucked up.

C.Y.A means Cover ur ass aka push the blame to someone else.

Lately,especially among my kohais, there has been lack in accountability especially when u email a project to others. I often stressed that sending an email stating that u have received the project is IMPORTANT and it doesn't take u 10 mins to get it done.

Recently,a kohai had to learn this lesson the hard way. He lost the email that had a translation attached to it which was sent to me and he found out on the day that the project was due. And the best thing was he didn't have a spare copy.

So he called me up and asked me whether I could re-send it. Now I have 2 ways to re-affirm the lesson which are 1) say that I don't a back-up copy and deleted my inbox and I had reformatted the lappie and ask him to ask the extra copy from Boss,2) be a good sempai,re-mail it to him and hope that he'll pay the favor back.

Guess which option I picked? If u guessed that I picked option no 2,ur right, I know that I'm such a kind fellow. Now I'm waiting for my dinner treat at Alexis.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

We'll be alrite

Earlier,I had tea with a close fren, both of us commented that we're definitely getting old and SLEEP is vital for us now unlike when we were a bit younger. I remembered that I sued to make fun of those ppl who couldn't function when they had less than 8 hrs of sleep. Definitely,am old now.

Monday, January 17, 2011


I have less feeling de..

I accepted that this is a LDR.
I accepted that both are free to play around after all we are guys.
I accepted that both are busy with their stuff.

Will this work? Will I get what I want?

Quoting words of a fren: what will happen will happen and I will keep moving forward regardless of the outcome.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Of stars and hearts

1st of all,I'm not a Taurus,I'm an Aries,all thanks to the astronomers that found that there were faults in the western zodiacs' arrangements,some how,time distorted the cycle.

Here's the new horoscope chart:

Capricorn: Jan. 20 - Feb. 16
Aquarius: Feb. 16 - March 11
Pisces: March 11- April 18
Aries: April 18- May 13
Taurus: May 13- June 21
Gemini: June 21- July 20
Cancer: July 20- Aug. 10
Leo: Aug. 10- Sept. 16
Virgo: Sept. 16- Oct. 30
Libra: Oct. 30- Nov. 23
Scorpio: Nov. 23- Nov. 29
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29- Dec. 17
Sagittarius: Dec. 17- Jan 20

2nd thing,I'm going away with Him for 24hrs,yeah,its also marks my 1st sex session for this year. :) NOT LONGER A SLUT (:

3rd,it seems that a lot of ppl have probs regarding their love life. My advice is trust each other,never let him feel that he is not taken seriously,after all,most of u have passed the 1 yr mark.

Another advice is to spice up ur sex life,do sumting kinky,something that is out of the box.

For example,have sex while looking at the sunset. Lastly, do COMMUNICATE with EACH OTHER.



Thursday, January 13, 2011


When I was young,a few of my aunties will gossip about the gfs that my uncles have,some will comment that certain suitors are too young therefore am interested in money instead of being sincere in the relationship.

Then when I entered the gay world, many of the uncles would say that youngsters are good for ONS je; they use the experienced ones for leverage into the gay world, some are happy to get paid for their services. Therefore,I refrained myself from getting into a relationship with someone that has an age differences of more than 5 yrs old.

Like everything that we plan,somewhere there must be a flaw,the difference in age between me and my 1st was about 8 yrs. That was the most meaningful relationship that I had,unfortunately I was too ego and wanted more.

Then after him,I had Exes that are around the pre-determined age gap of 5 yrs,some were ok,some were not,mostly it failed cos we were busy ticking off our accomplishments in life and bed.

And now, I'm dating someone that is much,much older than any of my Exes and I must admit that its kinda fun.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Almost there

Ur 1st traces of life was created here on 10/6/2010,then I gave u half of my time,thinking how you could be better,better than the rest. Although u were as unglamorous as ur creator and ur form had been changed repeatedly over and over again,ur core never changed.

Over the period of 14 weeks,u evolved from a single sentence to a chapter and finally a full fledged proposal and was emerged with other ideas that made ur body and core stronger. Handing u in for grading was the proudest moment ever for me cos it marked another milestone in my education.

For the next few weeks,u thought that u were abandoned but even when ur evolution was coming to a standstill,ur creator was finding ways to improve on u,making u glam and hot like some of ur kind who have fans awaiting their final form.

Tonite,u have started to evolve again after all the preparations done to make it a possibility. In a few more weeks,I hope that u will able to achieve ur final form.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Welcome 2011

Today is the start of a brand new year. I'm sure that some of u are starting to plan or write down ur new year's resolutions. As for me,I have a few resolutions but some are more in the long term list.

My New Year's Resolutions:

1) Keep contact with frens thru others means than Facebook.

I'm taking FB for granted de,all of the info that is I got about my frens come from FB,need to chat with them more thru sms/ phone.

2) Save money

2011 has a lot of weddings in store,some are frens' and some are family. So I need to give them presents and etc.

3) Lessen my scandals

Hahhaha.. as if this would come true but see how ah.. I admit that most of my scandals are created by someone therefore I have nothing much to do de.

4) Get a new phone

Ppl,I don't need a smartphone but I need a proper phone.. an E72 or a SE.. My bday is in 5 mths..

5) Read more

Been reading nothing but notes lately and am dying to get new books to read..erm, maybe during my internship,I will have more time kot