Thursday, October 7, 2010

STRESSED

I watch how the moon sits in the sky in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me
about things that you want back from me



I am having finals rite now,am so stressed,not with the paper nor with lover nor with the uni mates but with my dad. Yeah,its the same drama again and again, son wants to be good so he follows what the Dad says,peace reigns until the Son disobeys the Dad commands due to his own needs,the Dad gets mad.......

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you
and step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous but you should’ve known
That you’d wear out your welcome
now you see how quiet it is, all alone


The funny thing is the Dad wants the Son to be a RESPONSIBLE MAN blahx4 but when the Son takes control of his own life,the Dad isn't happy with it. So tell me,Dad,what do u really want from me? I have given u almost everything by putting ur needs 1st before mine. I don't to do what most ppl would do in situation; get job,get house,stay away from family. Why are u pushing me to do it?


I’m sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place, to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest

2 comments:

Armanique said...

*pats* understand how u feel. hang on there!

ichimaru akira said...

thanks... hugs