How it all began Part 3

Guys,I'm writing this down,not to ask for sympatpy but as a warning to those newbies,the gay world is a vicious one,without the rite guide,u will get lost.

The story continues ........

In form 4,the boy was lost cos many of his friends went to boarding skools, he fell into the depths of depression.His hopes of recovery lies in his family's support but each time,he wants to share his problems,the family had greater problems so he suffered slowly and in silence.

After mid-year,some of his friends came back and he is happy again,You see,this boy had a problem,he is shy to make new bonds and when he makes a new bond,he'll never let go. So with help of his friends,he recovered but in the shadow,he still has to deal with his inner demons which is Lonely and Jealousy.

At the same time,he met a prefect who was the ideal student,hardworking and diligent. This prefect shared his problems especially of why he came back and they became close.This boy was evil in his intentions,he just wanted to have sexs with the prefect and he did on an afternoon under the pretext of study group. Its was an one time affair,both regretted doing it.But this confirmed one thing about him,he belonged to the rainbow clan.

In form 5,girls came into the picture,he was playing around to cover his true nature. Some girls got hurt by him and some didn't care.

After graduation,he went school forever,never to return even for reunions. During the wait of getting the SPM results,he had a lover who is older and wiser than him,for once he had a even match. He spent afternoons calling the lover,his telephone bills were around RM 150- Rm 200 a month. He was blindly in love,whatever the lover wanted like for an example a reload,he would get it for him. For the boy,it doesn't matter how he got the extra money,his wish was to make his lover happy but the lover was an evil monster,he dumped the boy after he was done with him. The boy had to endure his 1st love ache alone.No one came to the boy's rescue.He got a help in form of a song,a song that was sand by a saint who was blessed by Gays all around whose voice echoes the motto of Gays all around.He decided that he will indeed survive.

Then the National Service letter came and he had to report to Jln Bahar Camp which was under the Singapore Civil Defence Force............

ps: part 1 and part 2 are here.