My home Internet connection is currently being disabled by my Saintly Dad. I don't know whether its a temporary thing or its going to be permanent. Either way,both suck. The reason being it was my dad saw some porn sites listed in the history of the browser. Before,u guys kena heart attack,let me assure u that those sites are catered to straight porn.
My Saintly Dad now accuses me of watching straight porn which I did not watch or even click at. So the only person that I could think of is my 15th bro. But its not as clear cut as that,my Saintly Dad said that how can my bro watch porn cos he is quite the religious type. My inner voice said," Dad,didn't u watch the news recently. These religious type are so pent up that they either have the most number of children or are sexs offenders."
To me,its a small thing. I mean Porn gives married men and those in couple an excuse to watch another woman's parts,for gay guys,its a boon.Its not like my bro or me are having sexs with ppl under his nose or whatever. I mean we are as good as childern come,we don't smoke,don't go out unless we have his permission and we get good grades.CUT US SOME SLACK LAH.
Another thing is he is a hypocrite,I found his stash of porn once and its a big stash.
Sometimes,when I talk to other parents about my dad,they would say that he's lucky and stupid. I really don't know how to communicate with him anymore. When I'm being a good son,he would push my patience further by imposing more rules and when I'm being a bad son,he would start to spread my evil doing to his frens.
Every time that I confront him,he'll say that its his house so what he says goes.
Every sem,I hope it would be my last sem so that I could work and get out. And every time,things between us go south,I would think of quitting my studies and work.
What do you think I shuld do to save my mind?
Ps: I'll try to go to CC everyday.
12 comments:
LOL, poor guy, getting accused coz of something you've not done, must have felt pretty bad....
I think your Dad should be happy IF you are watching straight porn. LOL! Troublesome-nye dia...
I hate it when parents react that way. Like you said; hypocrites! As though they didn't have any sexual desires or lust when they were our age... Oh, please.
i like bravebear comment :P anyway sorry to hear this, nvm lah what to do, just be patient, hopefully condition will improve soon :)
quit studies and work?
hmm an excellent idea... if you are a short term planner. these days, life is soooo much harder without an education.
so just hang in there for now...
hang in there ya.... and education is more important these days..
15th bro!
Be patient,finish your study first,don't go cc,it's waste of money.meditation and chocolate is much more better for you:)
My advice would be, talk to you dad. Tell him how you feel when he act or say that way. It is extremely important to let him know your feelings because you are human too, not a robot or machine that has no feelings.
Even if he doesn't seem to listen, at least you have voice it out so he will have it in mind. Whenever I feel uneasy and unfair, I would tell it out to my parents on how I feel and the consequences of their doings. They then start to learn to be more tolerate and step back a little to give some space to me.
If you can't hold a conversation with him due to any reason, write him a letter and ask him to read.
Orange: yeah,I am.But I feel pity on him.
Bear: His mind is as unpredictable as the storm.
Evann: tahu takper!!
Happy: thanks
Lucas: I know,that's why I still with him.
Pikey: thanks
Will: Gor2,I need more guidance.
Count: yeah,need a lot of that.
Calvin: i tried doing that but its kinda hard cos he'll say," its my way or the highway"
Adoi your dad had to engage in porn acts too in order to get you here on earth! What is he talking about man? LOL
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